July review

July was a nice month. Haven't done the volume goal (way less hands), but winrate goal yes, exceed the numbers proposed. I had a sick 3 ptBB/100 .

Profit:

Winnings : 3255$
Fpp value: 790$
VIP stellar rewards: 200$
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Total: 4245$

Big decision

I just made a big decision with my life and poker. I am going to make 200k VPPs by the end of the year. I've made all the calculation and this will be equivalent with 800 VPPs /day and between 5-6 of actual play playing 16-20 tables. I will post in every week where am I , if I am ahead or behind the goal. I will try to be always ahead. Of course my goals for the month stay there. If I achieve this goal I will earn only from rackback 1860$ in average every month.

Not playing but tilting

This month I didn't in much volume just because I had graduation exams , but when I decided to play I was very incredibly highly tilted . Today, though I win 200$ , I was tilted. I guess that this happens because I was running hot for the end of the last month and I always expect to win? Can't understand my behavior when playing . I have no control over my body , over my thoughts and over my language . It seems like it's not me anymore and this is very annoying. I keep repeating during the session that my self control is very important otherwise I will not be able to achieve my goals ,but in vain. I just keep saying "unbelievable" even when everyone folds when I have a big hand. 
I want to be able to play one entire month without tilting because when I'm playing that kind of volume I could be playing it's impossible not to win at the end of the month more money than average salaries from my poor country. So why making my life and my job so hard ? I really can't understand myself.

June review

June was a month that started painful but eventually things work out nicely. I ended up making 1514 $ which is nice after all, though I ran under EV. I didn't expect to play that many hands in the end of the month so I exceed the number of hands that I propose myself to accomplish next month, which is 100000.
This is the graph for the month:

I would call June a good month but my winrate is smaller than I would want to.Next week I will post some of the most interesting hands . Anyway this is the total:

Winnings:  1514 $
FPP value:  917 $
Stellar rewards:  100 $
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             Total:  2531 $

Goals for july

I know that it's a bit to early but i am very excited to do put down my goals for the next month. So these are the goals:

(1)   play 150000 hands . This is a big challenge, but i think i can accomplish it. If so, July will be my personal record in therms of grinding.
(2)   post a graph with a winrate >1.5BB/100 at 100nl and >1.75BB/100 at 50nl. I know that this is almost double than what I done in June, but I'm really confident that I will improve my game next month so I can be able to have this winrate.
(3)   feel comfortable playing 16 tables , and by the and of the month to be able to play correctly 20 tables.
(4)   getting a little bit more aggresive preflop and postflop(a bigger 3bet, 4bet , raise to cb etc)

And by the way, i don't think i ever mentioned, but i play 50 and 100nl FR. I think that i will try to play only 100nl and up when my win rate will be over 2BB/100.

First week as a blogger

   So the first week pass by and i am going to show my results. It was an interesting week because at the start of it i decided sth: that i will no longer look during sessions and also at the and of them in the cashier ,neither in hm. It was a hard task because i am always very excited to do it. Now i have had to stop and the result is pretty amazing: I stop tilting. You guys can try on your own. Doing so you will be less concerned about losing, bad run etc. But be carefull not to be too unconcerned about it :).
   Anyways, was a good month, running significant under EV. This is the graf for the week

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A new start

I am a bad english speaker ,but this is one of the reasons i started this blog. I created this blog also because i want to have a good observation on my poker evolution as a online pro player.